I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
Alot of stuff running through my mind.....mm.
Thanks Wilberg for keeping me company ytd & Abby was calling me like a min ago to check if I was fine even though she was so tired.
> Tori Q.
> Bugis escalator.
> Pw building in front of macs lift.
> Walks in the rain.
> Topman.
> March 06' wasn't pretty.
> Yamaha piano school at Plaza Sing,piano U5 silent.
> Carls JR.
> Charlie & the chocolate factory.
> Glow in the dark stars.
> The other half of your heart.
> Bus 32.
> August 13 05',ouch.
> Honey.
> 520.
> Sleeping bag.
> The boy & the girl chains.
> Mos burger.
> The queen & the soldier.
> Letter october 14.
> Ncc sea unit.
> "It's over" times 23.
> Bgf,Sf.
> "Princess."
> V day 0'6 2 pairs of your handmade earrings.
> Silver ring.
> July 23 05',23.45 pm.
THE CLOD AND THE PEBBLE.
"Love seeketh not itself to please,
nor for itself hath any care,
but for another gives its ease,
and builds a heaven in hell's depair."
So sung the little clod of clay,
Trodden with the cattle's feet,
but a pebble of the brook
warbled out these metres meet :
"Love seeketh only self to please,
to bind another to its delight,
joys in another's loss of ease,
and builds a hell in heaven's despite."
William blake.
You're beautiful -James blunt.
You and me -Lifehouse.
Blind -Lifehouse.
Goodbye my lover -James blunt.
Tai duo bao qian -5566
Always -BonJovi.
Listen to your heart -DHT.
If only you remembered.
2 years thus far....forgotten(?)
I had thought so.
...But I guess I'm not so sure anymore.
Looks like I still do have tears left over from the past.
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&I thought...Nevermind.
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