I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
Stress stress stress.Every day teachers give us talks on how close our prelims & 0's are nearing.I dont really think we need a reminder of it,come on.All the tests crammed everyday and stuff.....It's a wonder someone hasn't cracked yet.I just hope I can still hang on.Just at least 2 and half months more and it'll all be over.Bye bye to secondary school.I think I'm going to miss TK really badly though hmm.
& I think TK sec ones,with the exception of a few decent ones i know like Wanzhuo,Juvena & Kristal...etc,specially the netballers.Gosh.Little kids ah,you all want to play "Act big" game also not like that right,come on.Show some self dignity.& please go learn the word respect.I can teach you for free if you want to you know (: You guys are like what,pulling TK down. Whats happening to the younger era now *rolls eyes. No class at all.
I don't understand why some people are so incredibly hypocrital.Are you done with all these fake hypocrisy?Cos I am.In case you're too busy faking to notice,I'm trying to refrain myself from confronting you & blowing this whole thing up.But yeah yeah,knowing you,you'd go around spreading to the whole world acting as the victim,the miss "oh im so nice she's so mean." Urgh whatever bitch.Keep your words & opinions to yourself,no one wants to hear them & it isn't needed.You think people won't know,but you're very wrong.Stop being so manipulative with words and your intentions,it'll really get you no where at all.Why not spend the time on your books instead of all these rubbish?You may think no one can tell the real sacrasm meanings & intentions behind each 'innocent' fake friendly concern or advice.Oh & girl,next time you miss school or a test,I'll say the exact same words to you dear.& I definitely mean it for your own good : D For gods sake,just shut up and at the most,leave me alone.Irritating irksome piece of jealous shit.
Okay,I feel ten times better.I'll be damned if ___________________________________________. ( Abby you know.)
HUR HUR.
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A safe haven.
I found that particular thing again. (Behind my piano -.- )
&I thought...Nevermind.
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