I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
Saturday saturday saturday.Urgh finally for this year! La dee dum.I'm still like wondering if I really should go.Doesnt feel very right you know you know you know (?) Yeah you know...
&Damn I hope tmr will be a better day.I feel so disgruntled the whole of today whats wrong with me o.0 Ah nevermind.I guess this is usual for everyone grrr.
There's geog test & Amaths mock test next week! HORROR* Around 5 more weeks to prelims greattttttt.
& Things are definitely okay now I guess.I suppose it takes a lil time for the whole trust thing but....we'll work it out yah.Take care too dear.(:
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Goodbye goodbye goodbye we've reached the end.
You told me that you love me,but those were just words.
One more try (?)
Maybe not...now.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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