I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
And I know that I'll be leaving soon
My eyes are on you,they're on you
And you see that I can't stop shaking
No, I won't step back
but I'll look down to hide from your eyes
So I put my arms around you,around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you,they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me.
Time still exists.
Pretty strained and tired these few days.Lots of things happening in a blast at the same thing...and as much as I try not to think or bother about them,it's like this nagging thing that makes me very not at ease,hanging at the back of my mind subconsciously,weighing me down and making me feel really heavy,unhappy stressed kinda thing.
Apparently,my dear ah gong,Mr Goh Weijia is feeling extremely high and happy tonight for god knows what reason.I think I shall leave him to his hyper-ness cos he's confusing me with his ramblings and stuff.He really isn't making any sense -.- Crazy guy.
Prelims Prelims Prelims.In....uh,17 days more.Time really flies this year,it literally just zooms past.Or maybe not.But either way everything is like going at fast speeds now.And I wonder what's going to happen if I screw up O's gah.An unearthly thought. Oh well no pt worrying my guts out now.Just give it the best shot I guess.Shrugs.
Jingyi,Wanzhuo,Tinghui & Richny ----- Sorry I've been neglecting you all so much.Miss you guys hell lotsz,catch up soon alrighte! Love.
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I said it's too late to apologize.
I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you.
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the something that you said about being friends?
I gotta get your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall
Would you even find the time for that at all.
Time has taken back,
everything I thought we ever had.
I'm missing you,tonight.
No,who you used to be.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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